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cheap disguise _ bullets2theguns _ updated voice notes☯️☯️ 🌻🌻🌻 realnotperfect - cheap disguise (karma) ✨✨ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQ4cCtqhpYY ✨✨ [[one syll do-you-see why the better people never really talk to you your vibrations tell us more than what you knew ,, ,, **** you start screaming when we walk into the room but those like us, we never bow down to your mood ,, ,,,, say that again, when you pretend, pretend you're rude because you're less than that you're less than attitude ,,...... cus i can see straight through your lies, i see you nude oh i can see why, you were scared, of solitude ,, so make up the lies make up a real cheap disguise and pray to yourself that i'll believe when you falsify the cheating scheming devising know when karma comes to meet ..........you, you'll remember ,,,,,,,,,,,, do-you-see why the better people never really talk to you your vibrations tell us more than what you knew ,, i keep a list of all the things you say a...
notes _ peanut butter cups _ shatter now _ updated
notes - peanut butter cups // shatter now _ updated https://youtu.be/wOLO5irUlMk she was like peanut butter peanut butter cups in the winter her cheeks and dimpled smiles ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah,, ah,, i could never tell you ,, [[one syll never-tell-you why she said i should kiss her [[one syll as-we ran across the aisle ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah,, ah,, ((ooooooh)) (((hmmmmm))) ,,,,,,,,, she said her sto,,ry was frightenin,,,,,,,,g (( ah,, ah,, ah ah )) ((i said to her,,,,)) and i said, "honey,,,,,,, so was mi-ine" [[one syll but-you can't go back in time ~~ [[one styll even if we shatter now we'll breathe again i say, "she broke us out" because they never realized .....we were above all that ~~ ,,,,,, single file he,,,, he walked me to the catalogs he whispered in my ear uh ah ,, uh oh ah ah ,, uh oh ****** i whispered back,,,, [[one syll and-i was his magazine on every page was me ah ah ah ah ah ah ,, ah ,, ah (((ooh))) he said i struck him hard like lightni...
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voice notes☯️☯️ 🌻🌻🌻 realnotperfect - cheap disguise (karma) ✨✨ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQ4cCtqhpYY ✨✨ [[one syll do-you-see why the better people never really talk to you your vibrations tell us more than what you knew ,, ,, [[****]] you start screaming when we walk into the room but those like us, we never bow down to your mood ,, ,,,, say that again, when you pretend, pretend you're rude because you're less than that you're less than attitude ,,...... cus i can see straight through your lies, i see you nude oh i can see why, you were scared, of solitude ,, so make up the lies make up a real cheap disguise and pray to yourself that i'll believe when you falsify the cheating scheming devising know when karma comes to meet ..........you, you'll remember ,,,,,,,,,,,, do-you-see why the better people never really talk to you your vibrations tell us more than what you knew ,, i keep a list of all the things you say and do delude yourself, you're so de...
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voice notes☯️☯️ 🌻🌻🌻 realnotperfect - cheap disguise (karma) ✨✨ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQ4cCtqhpYY ✨✨ [[one syll do-you-see why the better people never really talk to you your vibrations tell us more than what you knew ,, ,, [[****]] you start screaming when we walk into the room but those like us, we never bow down to your mood ,, ,,,, say that again, when you pretend, pretend you're rude because you're less than that you're less than attitude ,,...... cus i can see straight through your lies, i see you nude oh i can see why, you were scared, of solitude ,, so make up the lies make up a real cheap disguise and pray to yourself that i'll believe when you falsify the cheating scheming devising know when karma comes to meet ..........you, you'll remember ,,,,,,,,,,,, do-you-see why the better people never really talk to you your vibrations tell us more than what you knew ,, i keep a list of all the things you say and do delude yourself, you're so de...
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voice notes☯️☯️ realnotperfect - cheap disguise (karma) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQ4cCtqhpYY [[one syll do-you-see why the better people never really talk to you your vibrations tell us more than what you knew ,, ,, [[****]] you start screaming when we walk into the room but those like us, we never bow down to your mood ,, ,,,, say that again, when you pretend, pretend you're rude because you're less than that you're less than attitude ,,...... cus i can see straight through your lies, i see you nude oh i can see why, you were scared, of solitude ,, so make up the lies make up a real cheap disguise and pray to yourself that i'll believe when you falsify the cheating scheming devising know when karma comes to meet ..........you, you'll remember ,,,,,,,,,,,, do-you-see why the better people never really talk to you your vibrations tell us more than what you knew ,, i keep a list of all the things you say and do delude yourself, you're so deluded, just del...
notes _ peanut butter cups _ shatter now _ updated
notes - peanut butter cups // shatter now _ updated https://youtu.be/wOLO5irUlMk she was like peanut butter peanut butter cups in the winter her cheeks and dimpled smiles ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah,, ah,, i could never tell you ,, [[one syll never-tell-you why she said i should kiss her [[one syll as-we ran across the aisle ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah,, ah,, ((ooooooh)) (((hmmmmm))) ,,,,,,,,, she said her sto,,ry was frightenin,,,,,,,,g (( ah,, ah,, ah ah )) ((i said to her,,,,)) and i said, "honey,,,,,,, so was mi-ine" [[one syll but-you can't go back in time ~~ [[one styll even if we shatter now we'll breathe again i say, "she broke us out" because they never realized .....we were above all that ~~ ,,,,,, single file he,,,, he walked me to the catalogs he whispered in my ear uh ah ,, uh oh ah ah ,, uh oh ****** i whispered back,,,, [[one syll and-i was his magazine on every page was me ah ah ah ah ah ah ,, ah ,, ah (((ooh))) he said i struck him hard like lightni...
Sciatica Diary - Work+Pain+Writing+I like to keep venting.
Sciatica Diary - Work+Pain+Writing+I like to keep venting. It's August 28th. The sciatica started on August sixteenth. I have to admit figuring out a sleeping position is challenging. A doctor insisted (one of multiple who I spoke to) muscle relaxants would not help but in reality, at least for me, they actually do. I'm honestly so glad lmao that I saw more than one doctor because I wouldn't have known that the first one was kinda, well, a crappy one 😂 I've always been a fighter and a huge rebel and right now is a massive rebellion against this pain. I mentioned in my first (of five plus) sciatica posts that I still have a massive plan of moving to a different continent? Guess what? Right after the sciatica wrench, another wrench was tossed into that plan as well. But I haven't missed a single day of work since the sciatica started. There's pain. A lot of it. Physical and sometimes even more emotional. But I will do exactly what needs to be done. Also I'm g...
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this is also on my public google drive but he's probably still drinking https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WeJ2Vgw0Evc peanut butter cups https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOLO5irUlMk ☯️☯️ i remember when my back broke, i didn't know it at the time couldn't feel anything til years later, i remember i was tied with ropes i was tossed into the back of a vehicle, how they stripped off every layer of my mind oh ah ah oh, oh ah oh oh oh ah ah oh, oh ah ah oh ((oh ah ohh,, oh ah ah,, oh ohh)) and he's probably still drinking he probably doesn't care anyway [[one syll [[and-even though,, i was the last,, thing to keep,, his mind and heart,, in a better place he's probably still drinking he probably doesn't care anyway ** [[one syll the-pain-was how i almost got addicted now i just walk with bones,, breaking every step how my legs don't give out ,, under the weight ,, of everything i'll never kno-o-o-ow ~~ ** oh ah ah oh oh ah oh oh oh ah ah oh oh ah ah oh ((oh a...
obsidian
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VhG_AR2cNJg obsidian crimson all of the moonlit sunset glory ......very little did she know i don't let abusers write the story OVERLAP -- WHEN ((when)) he injected it he thought that he would kill me there for sure,,,,,, that i would die after the torture he was telling me to relapse on a drug i never took i was bleeding in her hands but she only held me for the way i would loo-ook,,,, to everybody there ,,,,,,, now predators beware OVERLAP(s)!!!!!!! ** [[one syll [[they-tried-to make sure i would be broken OVERLAP : BROKEEEEN__predators (( predators beware )) ((( broken down to dust ))) but i didn't write a book overnight (((yet i still put up a fight))) on the tilted stage that they'd chose-en they never had the right,, no they never had,, the ri,,iight ****** now start it up again ** i got the chainsaw in my hand ((( they were lying that they missed me ))) it's their heads that...
lyrics - a cappella reference recordings - bullets to the guns
lyrics - a cappella reference recordings - bullets to the guns https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t4hNRRwFyTE indigo vanilla on the freezing wine amber tiled floors until she burns up, fades to black he told me my energy's hypnotic white i told 'em both to take it in, the rainbow's on my back it took me a minute to believe you're fine -- i said "mister, clean it up, you only took half a wine glass" red and purple stains, and yeah the notebook's mine bleed on every page, and now she's feeling a heart attack, feeling a heart attack bullets to the guns don't ever sell me ((They dont ever sell me)) you were calling through the rain while i slipped on i-i-ice could you please tell me again why her heart is empty i tell him, "you can lie but you got see-through e-e-eyes" see-through eyes ,, i know what you want 'cause you got see-through e-e-eyes see through e-e-eyes my body's on ...
amnesia - demo version
❄️❄️❄️ https://youtu.be/Qd2ghrR51eI?feature=shared it was a green-blue snowflake colored in the ways i met you bullet trains a million miles away ~~ covered in a black blue heartache coffee on the rugs, i've seen you put a bullet to a cotton filled glass of white clay ~~ but she heals through me through the words i never could have said to your face without a seizure but she heals through me i'm the friend none of your paper hearts could take away and without a reason you're a seizure into amnesia amnesia into your heart a seizure into amnesia now we're a million miles apart it was a green-blue snowflake ~~ you were the,, yellow pe,,,tals-on my roses cutting-colder,, than your ice cold wine my freezer's,,,, locked ,,and empty here ~~ without a single heartache muscle memory between the red lines i'll go colder than the blood in your spine ~~ don't call me just 'cause you ran out of time and if the lights go out she'll be just fine ~~ now i heal throu...
a cappella demo takes file - realnotperfect - green-blue snowflake
a cappella demo takes file - realnotperfect - green-blue snowflake https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5nwR1xXGbFE it was a green-blue snowflake colored in the ways i met you bullet trains a million miles away ~~ covered in a black blue heartache coffee on the rugs, i've seen you put a bullet to a cotton filled glass of white clay ~~ but she heals through me through the words i never could have said to your face without a seizure but she heals through me i'm the friend none of your paper hearts could take away and without a reason you're a seizure into amnesia amnesia into your heart a seizure into amnesia now we're a million miles apart it was a green-blue snowflake ~~ you were the,, yellow pe,,,tals-on my roses cutting-colder,, than your ice cold wine my freezer's locked and empty here ~~ without a single heartache muscle memory between the red lines i'll go colder than the blood in your spine ~~ don't call me just 'cause you ran out of time ~~ now i heal ...