that's amazing coming from someone who manages to get banned from every server, get severely disliked by the server owners and members as well, and can't speak to my face in a voice call. and what do you base your assessment on, the fact i do not hang around a lack of integrity, nor tolerate any behavior that i don't support? and don't worry, i'm no longer asking for any "help." often i didn't get it anyway. i always give only a limited number of chances. and that means **when i leave, i leave for a reason.** find someone who behaves like you because i am not that person. i am not whatever you created in your head and i regret ever saying that i admired you. i'm also not the one who struggles to make new connections. was this the attention that you wanted? i hope it was. bye.