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very literally, cut to the feeling played inside the starbucks that i am in, one second after i typed her (CRJ's) name🀟✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

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An Introduction to Callum Stoner - Unabridged Version (I am the first referencer. Hah.✨) Niceness: 50/10 Cool factor: 50/10 Untiltable: 200/10 🐧🐧🐧🐧: 500/10 Callum & I went on a lowkey semi-eventful πŸ˜‚ trip spanning from a thingy in a massive massive popular shopping mall in one city, to a very un-massive aquatic exhibit in a different one, north of the first. We very literally stared at real-life penguins and one of the penguins was more unusual than all of the other ones (it was consistently farting underwater and probably needed some Tums™️) and also I'm 90% confident he has a two-second, 360-type video clip, where I'm probably singing w/ a ukulele, and this stuff was literally all *after* what I will call a real-life horror-themed Roblox game in a very very endless parking lot. If Carly Rae Jepsen were there too, she would've been so proud of us, and I lowkey seriously hope that Callum posts that 360 video clip as part of a YouTube video or short cos I'm so l...

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broken photograph__draft realnotperfect broken photograph been collecting all that rust when they tore the only map that was the spiral symphony of dust remember eyes react with the flash of light, i squeezed mine shut remember running back but remember how i still kept on      -- 4 counts ** and the winter sun was screaming she was gone and the nights you left me frozen spun in circles when her heart shattered the ceiling, did i run? and you said that i loved you and you said that i loved you and the winter sun was screaming she was gone broken photograph and the nights you left me frozen spun in circles been collecting all that rust when her heart shattered the ceiling, broken photograph did i run? spiral symphony of dust and you said that i loved you and you said that i loved you ** her salted almond wine i ran like light from someone else she's sunlight all the time she's turquoise eyes on saffron beds [[pronounce saffron check this]] i'm choking on black smo-oke they...

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☯️☯️☯️ youtube.com/realnotperfectofficial karma's a relaxing thought ☯️

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🎡☯️🎡 karma is my boyfriend

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☯️ me and karma vibe like that   πŸŽ΅πŸŽ΅πŸŽ΅πŸŽ΅πŸŽ΅πŸŽ΅πŸŽ΅πŸŽ΅πŸŽ΅πŸŽ΅πŸŽ΅ ~

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karma's a relaxing thought

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To *all* those humans here who opted to not have surgery or *could not* have it: How long have you lived with sciatica, has it improved, what worked for you?

I ask for multiple reasons. I currently live in a place where surgery is an option but extremely, extremely costly. If I do it, it will cause a very significant amount of financial damage. Note: 70% of the time, I am only in pain levels around 4/10. I can do all my needed daily tasks. 30% of the time, it "attacks." It spikes to 9.5 out of 10. I also currently live in a place which ranks extremely low on the Human Development Index (HDI). In other words: very poor, most people are extremely awfully miserable. At the age of fifteen I made a promise to myself, to fulfill a specific dream (get my bachelor's degree very far away from here). Even then, I knew it would take many years to accumulate enough money. Got a job at 18, worked till 28. I am 28 as I type this. I fulfilled other specific dreams on the way here, but the last one left on the list is the flight goodbye. Flash forward to only a few days ago. After multiple horrible heartbreaks I had this randomass s...

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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Nj8jyXrUyUo realnotperfect bonus track (?) overwoods // reference recordings i measured how much of this earth you kill on your daily basis counted the number of people you kill on half of a broadcast don't tell us to believe you're good you're not my eyes have seen that when your towers fell i sort of already knew how you could reach that 🎡🎡i see way too many people the trees couldn't grow tall all ego over nature i see way too many people no more leaves to fall all ego over nature ego over woods🎡🎡 it's always ego over woods two seconds till the outclassed pill you are gets no more notice two seconds till the crimes you did cause war and i throw you far away red letters thrown into a car are all set ablaze good things are never where you are so i ran away 🎡🎡i see way too many people the trees couldn't grow tall all ego over nature i see way too many people no more leaves to fall all ego over nature ego over woods🎡🎡 it's...

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as soon as i feel undervalued i leave its that simple

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🚨🚩weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee liar alert

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*****When Karma Comes to Meet You *****Bullets to the Guns ✨✨  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQ4cCtqhpYY  ✨✨ [[one syll do-you-see why the better people never really talk to you your vibrations tell us more than what you knew ,, ,, **** you start screaming when we walk into the room but those like us, we never bow down to your mood ,,   ,,,, say that again, when you pretend, pretend you're rude because you're less than that you're less than attitude ,,...... cus i can see straight through your lies, i see you nude oh i can see why, you were scared, of solitude ,, so make up the lies make up your real cheap disguise and pray to yourself that i'll believe when you falsify your cheating scheming devising know when karma comes to meet ..........you, you'll remember ,,,,,,,,,,,, do-you-see why the better people never really talk to you your vibrations tell us more than what you knew ,, i keep a list of all the things you say and do delude yourself, you're so delude...

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karma is my boyfriend

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