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Real story: The murder of 2 dogs & 1 hamster

This is just one of my stories. I was raised by 2 narcissistic, psychopathic ex-guardians, 1 other narcissist woman who lived there for I don't know why at all, and the 2 adult children of the ex-guardians who were also depressed, narcissistic, and abusive, just like the other 3.

My entire life until age 18 I was constantly subjected to all forms of child abuse (sexual, physical, and all of the rest). The abuse came in all forms of abuse which exist.

As a kid, people gave me gifts, sometimes pets. I was, on two separate instances, given pet dogs.

Both were murdered by the ex-guardians. As a matter of fact, the 1 male ex-guardian took a video of one of the dogs, shortly before it was killed.

And he showed me the video.

I was once given a pet hamster as a gift. When I wasn't around, one of the abusive adult children of the narcissistic ex-guardians took the hamster.

She placed it in a small, empty fishbowl.

She then placed the fishbowl in the tiny space between a wall (a wall which was physically always hot) and a refrigerator; the hot, condenser-coil side of the refrigerator.

I cried, and I searched for the hamster for 12 hours.

The 1 abusive narcissistic woman (who as I stated lived there for I didn't even know why) pretended she did not see it; I later on learned that she actually did, but left the hamster exactly where it was.

The narcissist adult child (one of two) then proudly showed me the hamster which was almost dead, proudly stating that she did it because, and I quote:

"Because you don't deserve to have it."

It was almost dead and rolling around in bits of its own extremely hot small poop droppings.

30 minutes later, the same adult child of the ex-guardians said:

"I never said that. I never did that."

The hamster was dead a few days later, after biting me as it did not recognize me anymore.

The exact same thing, only on a bigger scale, was done to the other dog.

This March I turned 28; I was diagnosed with PTSD on two separate occasions as an adult and diagnosed as having C-PTSD just earlier this year.

I write songs about the abuse; I sometimes put the songs on YouTube if I want to.

Thank you for reading this part of my story.

#*I will add: The same abuser narcissist who placed the hamster in the fishbowl once watched as a stray dog barked at me and said, and I quote: "That's what you get for thinking that every dog is your friend."

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